October 2010
31 posts
Pain, Peace and Patience
I don’t know what pain is… Pain may as well be a dagger thrust into a heart. Pain may just as likely be a state where you cease to feel anything at all.
I don’t know which one is worse.
In the presence of pain you wish you feel nothing, feeling good is the last thing from your mind.
When you don’t feel anything you wish you could feel something, something good. But...
September 2010
11 posts
fact #7
in all aspects, i am crazy one of a kind mess. some people love me anyways, i call those people, friends.
Kids.
I don’t want to forget what it was like being a kid.
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This is a photo of my second cousin taken from my 2009 Asia trip.
what forgiveness is not.
Forgiveness is not diminishing or approving of sin. Forgiveness is not enabling of sin. Forgiveness is not denying a wrongdoing. it didnt happen, i didn’t let it get to me. Forgiveness is not is waiting for an apology. Forgiveness is not forgetting. Forgiveness is not ceasing to feel pain. Forgiveness is not a one time event. Forgiveness is not neglecting justice. Forgiveness does not mean...
I find myself letting you go…
“Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves...”
– J.Mraz
“I throw my hands up in the air sometimes.”
– T.Cruz
To the one,
I am holding out for you.
Please love Jesus, Jesus is bringing me closer to himself, hopefully I’ll see you there or I’ll see you soon.
I’ll be waiting in the arms of Christ.
Boaz
20 years young
Today I turned 20.
Honestly, I don’t like it.
I still want to be a teenager, not in maturity or habit or stereotype. I just want to be a teen in years alive on this planet.
I don’t want to get any older, but I am not scared to die. Its a peter pan complex I have.
